Every year I make a resolution to not make resolutions. I don't believe in them. I feel as though I would make it to break it, that I get the best results on battling my will power if I just decide to do things year round instead of once a year, honestly if at all. So my quitting this horrible habit is not a resolution, it's a life choice.
The decision to stop smoking came as soon as I started smoking. I Just enjoyed it too much.
So... As I am coughing up a lung in the doctors office I asked for a Rx for chantix.
The decision to stop smoking came as soon as I started smoking. I Just enjoyed it too much.
So... As I am coughing up a lung in the doctors office I asked for a Rx for chantix.
WEEK ONE day 6.
So if you know me , then you know that I am a little "off". I don't have a filter sometimes, I like shiney things, I love make wildly Inappropriate jokes, I love my family friends and my animals (even my three legged ginger cat that hates me and especially my mustached handsome shadow dog buster) . My dreams will prove interesting if the side effects are accurate. So far this week I have had no lucid dreams, just memorable. I have been a ineffective tour manager for a Mexican pop star, I have kicked a fat guys ass for stealing my change off a counter at a captain d's as my husband watches and acts impressed, visited a nostalgic 80s California as an adult to visit my grandfather only to discover he has passed while everyone tries to convince me other wise (that one was kind of bad, but I think I can handle it). So Thursday will mark the day when I will go tobacco free, that's when things might prove a little more interesting. I have felt myself getting irritated, taking things a little bit more personally, becoming a little more sensitive and a little more needy...out of character for a " cat" like me so I think that Sean might be able to tolerate me a little bit more. So let's see what the night brings, gonna drink a glass of Apothic and sleep to dream .
